See,couple years ago my mom sent me an email writing me that she's having a langue cancer an that she needs to have a surgery and stuff...
We were in shock,my wife and i my sister,my uncles,cousins..everybody...we were wandiring how...she wasn't a smoker,she haven't had a job at some industry or something and just like that...boom...we werent expecting that...
So she went through the surgery,the surgery was successful,then the chemo,the hair loss...everithing...so the best of all she haven't felt any of symptoms,pain or sometin'...no...it was fine...
Every now and then they made her apointments to test her and see how she's doing...and it's all fine...well at least until today...
Today i got a mail from her,telling me that the results from the latest test arrived and her langues are fine but they found her a tumor on the adrenal gland...and now,they need to do a sample test to establish is it a tumor or a cancer and from there to start the further treatment....
I mean it just sucks man...after all she's been through....this...comon will you stop it already...live the poor woman alone...for fuck sake...
I read some stuff on the internet,it's like the most comon case is a tumor and the cancer is very rear,so they decide whether it should be removed or maybe try to struggle the symptoms...if it makes too much trouble they remove ot if not...they give you a medicine or somethin' i don't know...
Any ways it feels stupid,healples basicly...the worst part right now is the idea that she needs to go through the doctors,tests,waiting rooms...it's just not fair...but again...who said that this game is about fair game..
This game we play called life...is nothing more but a drop of water in the ocean of time..and there are no rules...so the only thing we can do to feel better about it is to celebrate every day that we are here...it's the greatest gift we ever got...so use every second of it for being happy...
Stay strong mom...you always were....we gonna win this one too:)))
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