Being honest is an inusult???

Heya everybodey...whazz up!!!! Well i just got my breakfast,and now i'm having a cup of good ol turkish coffee in bed...probably one of my favorite moments in a day...

After that i'm on my way to do my one hour power walk cardio...then food again,then i hit tha gym,from there directly to work..and as soon as i get home i'll do one more hour of cardio on my bicycle...

Everybody ask me...r u preparing for some competition...i'm like...no...just do it for fun😬

And it's true...i don' need any competition but the one in my head..period!

Ok,so couple of weeks ago..my mother in law,my wifey and i were sitting in our favorite coffee shop...takin' it easy after some shoping or whtever...

And there's this guy approaching our table...and it turns out he's my wife's ex colleague and as soon as they hugg,he told us...that he have rocognized us cuzz he spotted the biggest biceps he ever saw...i was like...ok,i guess you haven't seen a realy big biceps then...you know,just putting myself to the ground...

And once you know he start talkin' about steroids with me...

Ok,i said my stand on those,told him i don't think you should use them just to be big and cool or whatever but maybe if you plan to compete on some high level where it's impossible to even appear without them than ok,i understand..but in the end of a day...it's individual choice..so...yeah...

And he start agreeing wth me about the part that everybody should make their own choices...

I was like,absolutely..it's just that i find it sad when some kids approach me with those stories...hey i'm taking 500 mils of deca,i take a gram of testo...and they look like shit...like they never lifted a weight in their fuckin lifes...

He still kept repeating...everyone should do what they think it's best of them...

Again i said yeah man but you asked me for an opinion and i gave you mine...and he was like...yeah,sure...

He left and i start laughing cuzz all the situation was a bit odd but...fuck it...

And then when he was out..my wife was like...you fuckin moron...you just told him that he's a sad case...he's one of thise kids who r taking stuff and look like they don't even lift...couldn' you see that...

Well...i was like...fuck i didn' see it...the guy looks like he's on a fuckin chemotherapy or something...extremly thing guy...with no traces of some big muscles..but...again i proved myself a point...steroids won' make you something you're not...

They won't make you eat 6-8 times a day and first cook all that food by your self ,they won't make you train like crazy several times a day a and dedicate 80% of your life to the sport... 

Cuz you need to be born for that...

I don't know...ok,you don't have to look like a pro in order to make a point but at least like those physique guys that are not mega huge but sexy and lean and strong...

Right?

I don' know maybe i should just shut up and tell everybody that they are doing a great job...cuzz apperently honesty is hurtful and inconvenient for most people...

They say i'm big...but i know that if a big guy stands beside me...i'd look like his little bitch so untill i get big in the big boys club...i'm just ok...at the best...

Have a nice day everyone!!!

The perfect father...

Hey everybodey...how's it hanging:)))

I'm pretty good..train,eat,train,eat...sleep...perfect😀

Me in tha terminator mode👊💪😉

Now first i need to thank to all of you from france and poland for reading this..i still find it realy cool...but also thanks to everyone from wherever u are...🙏

Lately I been getting some realy positive feedback from close prople how good i am,nice,supportive and stuff...and it sure feels nice...

For people who know me it's nothing new about me cooking food,cleaning vacuuming,do laundry and all the house work in general...

beside tht,i'm loyal to my wife...i don't need to go around fucking some sluts to satisfy my sickness...

I also train insane every fuckin day,so i try to look good too...and of course i have above average penis😂😂😂 ok,this last one is bullshit...i'm way over average 😜😜😜

So i'm realy thankful that people around me see tht and appreciate it and give back everything to me too...so it's realy awesome feeling...

But as we can all assume...i wasn't like that all my life...in another words...i was an asshole:))))not that i'm saying tht now i'm an angel but at least i try to get as close as possible...

So basicly what that means is tht somehow at some point in my life I've decided to strive towards better..and i'm realy happy about that fact...cuzz i know tht alot of thm have decided the oposite...

They've decided to keep on lying,cheating and being...well a bad  people...

Now i couldn't remember even if I tried to name all the events that made me make that decision but...i clearly rember one right now and it might be stupid,shallow or whatever but...i'm still happy that it gave me that effect...

It was the movie terminator 2...hehe...i know..it's retarded but...i remember clearly...and fyi this was me at the age of eleven-twelve max...

So the whole movie is good but there's this part where sarah connor watches john,her son playing with arnold...

And then she said:

"

• Watching John with the machine, it was suddenly so clear. The Terminator would never stop. It would never leave him. It would never hurt him, never shout at him, or get drunk and hit him, or say it was too busy to spend time with him. It would always be there. And it would die to protect him. Of all the would-be fathers who came and went over the years, this thing, this machine was the only one that measured up. In an insane world, it was the sanest choice."

Now this is heavy for me even today...cuzz i was so irritated by the fact tht most people ARE like tht...they don't have time,energy or whatever the fuck they have as an excuse they are simply weak...or at least not strong enough to deal with what life brings...and it pisses me off..

Why would a robot be a better father,a husband,a friend than a man...shouldn't we be better than robots???

Anyways...that was realy a small thing in my childhood but it stuck on to me ever since!

Have an awesome week you all❤️

Feminism is a bad word...or???

A couple weeks ago i've posted this speach of one british actress talking about feminism and female rights...

It was amazing performance no question and i couldn't agree more wht what she said...but one thing specialy got my attention...

There was a part where she's explaining that the man are also victims in a way... and their chauvinistic behaviour comes exactly from there...

Alot of men all around the world have or had this way of teaching that they are men...tough ones...the ones who shouldn't cry or have too much emotions...stop crying like a little girl...tht sentence alone is criminal....

Men should cry too...u feel sad,feel like crying...you're not less if u do...and that part.."like a little girl"...oh man..people think saying "cock" or a "pussy" is bad to say...hehe...that's nothing comparing to this...presenting to a child that being a little girl is something bad...directly shapes a child into becoming a bad person later on...

So what i'm saying is tht men are also a victims of their parents,enviroment whtever...cuzz they are constantly being told that they are the ones that need to be tough,macho,protectors..etc.  

And they should...100 years ago...now days...absolutely not...and raising your kids that way u do nothing but hurting thm..and we all know the fact that hurt people,hurt other people.

Have a nice weekend ya all❤️🙏

Why i don't write about bodybuilding..

Heya everybodey...how've you been...miss me...nah i doubt😀👍

Ok...i got this question so many times,even recently i got a suggestion to start my youtube chanel..and frankly..i did gave a thought to it but...nah...

The thing is...with bodybuilding...it's complicated...when you wanna learn to play basketball..your parents send you to a basketball player...if it's some famous one even better...football..same thing...but when you want to make your arms bigger or your ass round and tight...i have a news for you...

That's bodybuilding!!!!

But somehow...no parent will sent their kid to a bodybuilder...let alone THE BODYBUILDER...some huge one...nono ono...get away from them...you don't want to look like him!!!

To me it's like..u need a doctor's help but you don't want to ask for it..because you don't want to become a doctor....tht's just sick....

The problem is that people who are not into competing bb will never listen to me  telling them how to train or what to eat...cuzz they just gonna say...oh,it's easy for you,you take steroids...so that person can not relate to someone like me..

There are ofc people who are taking steroids and want or don't want to compete who are willing to maybe hear wht i have to say but for them it's all about steroids...so if you don't talk about steroids you're boring...

Me personaly...i don't have a problem to talk or write about ANYTHING in this world...cuzz i truly think tht people who often say..."i don't want to talk about it" are boring as fuck!!!

But there's is a thing to tht too...i live in a country that for some reason treat steroids as cocaine or some other social drug and when it comes to tht..it's a police state...they can harras you anywhere anytime...so...i'm not tht brave...

Tht's why it's so fucked up...but it's always gonna be like tht...knowledge which takes to actualy make changes on your body has been blocked by an establishment for so long...and untill things change...you always gonna see young people listening to some "personal trainers" with a certificate that they got in a week by some people tht look like shit cuz from the begining these pers.trainers don't look as a role models too...but who cares...as long as it's not a bodybuilder...

So tht idea about my youtube chanel where i would talk without my t-shirt would probably attract just gay people so...i'm not interested....

In my head...steroids shoul be legal in a professional level of any sport...in non-natural division ofc,and wth medical supervision...so that would kill the black market and gave athletes right to chose..

I'd rather have my child use steroids than be into box or any combat sport...or even a car racer..but again...that's what i would wish...and who knows,maybe he or she will chose exactly those stuff...and who am i to stop anybody,even my children to go after their dreams...

Have a great weekend ya all❤️✌️😘

Fuck you...troll...you're blocked😳😳😳

Heya everybodey....how's shit:))) 

Ok,so there's this chick on instagram tht i follow and she looks good and stuff and now she put up i picture of her and her friend,they are somewhere on vacation ready to go out...

The other seamed hot too,so i checked her pofile...and it says tht she's a mom to viktor or vincent whtever...

My first thought was...where is her kid...and i just don't fuckin' get it...am i a bad person for thinking tht???

So that's wht i put in comment...

Sll the sudden some bitter bitches start attacking me....like...you don't need to worry where are her kids...tht's roude to ask...kids have both parents you know...so he's with his dad or at his grandparents...

But the last and the best was like...parents are humans too you know...troll...blocked:))))

Oooook...how the fuck i came out as a bad guy???

Firstly...i think tht kids need sun and water too...so my first thought was...tht her son should be with her,eventho he's got two parents...

Ok...maybe she was with him before this...or...he couldn' come cuzz he needs to be in school...or what ever the excuse she could pull...ok.

Parents are humans too @sandorandrija...what the fuck tht even means???to me showing tht you're human...you stop by in seven eleven even if you're in a hurry just so you can buy some food to a homeless person...

But noooooo...here,we show ourselfs as humans by leaving our kids once a year or more...so we can get waisted in soMe thailand or elsewhere...and to give blow jobs to some sleazballs right on the beach...that is how we show our human side right...tht's pretty fuckin much animal behaviour...

I shouldn' judge people like tht???...well fuck you...they are being hurtful to their kids and if tht's not for judging i don't know what is...

You know what's the worst shit tht people are telling you and actualy belive in...that...you don't have to change when you get married...or...if you have kids,you can still live...and by "live" they mean live like a teenager...well...let me tell you how i see those things...

If you wan to reamain the same...don't get fuckin married ok...cuz you bet your ass you need to change...everything changes...you,the way you think,the way you spend money,the way you prioritaze stuff...people...everything..and if you don't feel happy from the very begining about that...think again...cuzz most likely you love yourself waaaaay more than that other person!!!

That usualy happens to the people who were alone for too long,got a bit older and closed for any kind of change...

Also people who get married just because their enviroment (parents,friends,etc) claim that that's the only normal way in tht age...well, we...people don't age the same way...but what ever you do...don't do it for anybody else but you and what you feel it's right...cuzz you'll just gonna end up hurt or and hurting others...

So if you feel you're not ready for marrage...that you want to "LIVE" a bit more...than don't get fuckin married...cuzz i promise you right now...and if you gonna trust me on anything trust me on this...

If you think that you'll not gonna live once you get married...don't ever do tht...ever..just don't...trust me...cuzz you'll end up as some a sad case....

Have a great weekend ya all👋👋👋

Feel good mood through prayer...it works!!! 🙏🙏🙏

Yeah,yeah...people who know me know tht i don't belive in god but as i talked about it before...you don't need any god in order to pray.. 

What is prayer to begin wth...heavenly father,thank you for...blah,blah...so praying is basicly a moment for meditation un which you think of suff you are greatful for...so...why would you need anybody but you in order to do tht....

I've decided recently to start doing tht but i always forget...well it's a fuckin new thing for me so shut up...and after a while...i remembered...i should do wht god people do...mornings,evenings and before meals...

Now...i eat like 6-7 times a day..i'm still not there yet to have it as a routine prior to each meal but i'm doing my best...

Anyhow...once i started it felt better...easier so to speak...i've noticed tht i listen a music more often...which i didn't do as much...but i also sing...😛

I'm no pavarotti or anything but still...somehow i have bigger amount of positive energy all day long...and it feels awesome:))))

So just before my previous meal...i stoped for a second and gave a quick thought sbout the stuff i'm greatful for...and to name them...i don' t even know where to begin with...

First my health...i'm happy cuz i'm pretty healthy person...not everyone have tht......about my body,and wht i've acomplish wth it...it does make me proud a bit...family,that makes me feel loved even we don't get to meet as often as we should...my great friends who are with me eventho there's a quite a sistance between us...sweden...god,i love this country...it've changed me in most beautiful way...an' i'm so happy for it...stockholm...aaaaa...fuckin beautiful...i mean sweden is good but for me sthlm was a jackpot...it's the coziest city ever!!!

So much more it comes on my mind...being able to train,having this great food...everythig tht i know it is a priviledge that most of us never even think about...but there's a special object that reminds me of the thing in my life i'm most greatful for...

I was crazy about my wife waaaay before we finaly hooked up,but we were friends at the time...so once...we sat in the gym where i used to work as pt,and she was emptying her bag from all the unnecessrry crap...and finaly,she found some smal metal box...asked me do i want it..i said no...why would i want it ...so she threw it away...

She went out...and i don' know why but i took it...

After three or four years we got married...and we still are....and i still have it with me...that same metal box from at least ten years back...i'm carrying it withme everywhere i go...and every time i go to the gym..i touch it..just to remind myself how fortunate i am for having  this amazing person in my life❤️❤️❤️

Thank you!!!