Gettin' better

Hey ya all...hope you're all doing good,feeling good...and having alot of sex😁😁😁

I'm here in serbia now on my vacation,having just easy time,spending alot of time with peopke i love and of course it feels realy nice...

Being with almost no friends at all in sweden makes me feel a bit weird so every now and then while i'm in stockholm i ask myself same questions...

Do i have the ability to feel anymore,to love,to be social cuzz you know..i still don't reckognize myself that way...

Like i analized my day here and in sweden and first thing i noticed that i have a pain in my mouth cuzz i talk here so fuckin much...

Bck home in sweden i do not talk at all...and here,from the moment i wake up till bed time...i talk,talk talk....

Now luckily for me..i do have a few friends in sweden that i do have conversation so i'm greatfull for tht...

Ok...not always i feel like talking whn i'm here but i still do find this way of being social way more...natural and nice...

Last night we were at the butcher store...buying some meat..and this two older guys were imediately start making jokes about how my friend and i are gonna buy everything so they gonna be be without dinner...and they were also joking about how they couldn' do anything cuzz we are so big...and after like...five seconds seven-eight people in the store including us were laughing like crazy...it was realy nice....

Now alot of you know me and my point of view about serbia and it's not good i still think that they need alot to do,alot to change in order to get where they used to be when everything was much better...

On my way to bg we stopped at "oplenac"...which is a beautiful chuch but also one of the residence serbian king at tht time...and it made me sad...cuz what i saw was that only little over hundred years ago serbia had everything like any other developed europian country....

I even saw this amazing jewelery box and similar items owned by queen on which says...custom made for her majesty queen jelena by peter carl fabergé which only explains tht they were interacting with europe,tht jugoslavia was respective europian country..and it made me sad knowing how they struggle today....

It would be a lie if i said that...i don't like alot of things in serbia too...i even said once too my friend that..as much as i hate to say it...i know tht if she visits serbia...eapecialy belgrade...she will fall in love with it...and it's true...everybody who were there said the same thing...that city is realy magical....

Now wht i need to say is tht i've seen changes...a realy nice changes tht gives hope...and it feels so good...cause eventho i'm not living here...most people i love do,and i'm happy for them but also for everybody else...

Yesterday we were walking in one of the main streets knez mihajlova...and we saw some beautiful things...

Except ofc beautiful serbian girls...that...i gotta say are realy good lookin' gals...but also things tht weren't there before...

We saw alot of muslim people walking with their families with their traditional clothes...we saw a gay couple walking freely,holding hands,looking totaly free....heard about a plan of building a beautiful mosque eventho there was a terrible war going on between serbs and muslims just 15 years ago,we even met a french guy,spoke with him english and a bit of serbian as well who said that he's in love with blgd so...all tht gives me this nice feeling😊

That feeling is hope...i honestly,from the bottom of my heart have a great hope tht serbia will be standing strong again,proudly of it's people and acomplishments they achived!

One planet,one world...for all man kind...nothing less than that

I wish a piece and love for ya all....✌️❤️

Vacation check in...

 First of all i need to say something to my german friends who are...for some unknown reason reading this crap...a huge thank you...i don' have an idea wher did ya find me but it's awesome...

Rammstein rulz!!!!

I'm here in my home town in serbia...came bk from turkey a few days ago..and now...since everything is behind..i was thinkin' about makin' a small review of how i see stuff...

First of all i need to say that i haven' been discovering turkey as a country since it's huge frikin country..i can just say stuff i expirienced in tha city of alanya...

Well..considering i'm not a party person....i'm not thirilled wth alanya but it's not like it was bad or anythin'....

Firstly...kleopatra beach is fucking amazing...it is beautifuuul..so nice...water incredible...so perfect...so that part which for me takes 50% of the impression in general is pure 10 points...

....and...that's it...everything else was not as good...

Now alot of people warned me about turks being tacky..and roude...they wanna sell you stuff,they wanna drag u into their store and stuff...but for me...tht wasn't an isshue...

I kinda knew tht i'm gonna get tht...and with my looks...aloooooot of tht so i just went nice,smiling to all of thm...sometimes they touched my arm,sometimes they asked me bout stuff but it's like their coulture...and i find it roude not to play along at least a little bit...so for me everything worked just fine only with a bit of patience and a nice smile...

now...the thing i realy didn't like...and tht would be prices... 

Everything is so fuckin' expencive that we were shocked wth how much money we needed daily...

I mean...the appartment was not expencive at all...the only thing i didn' like was whn we got there..said hi to the owner..and told him we just gonna put our bags in the room abd come bck downstairs to pay...and the guy just said...ok,but i'm gonna keep your passports untill you cone back..mean..whatta fuk dude....

That was sad..totaly retarded....in greece last year..tha guy told us like..noo,no,no..you pay tomorrow,in a few days or at the end ...relax..and here this....😟

Can u imagine..we were buying raw food in a supermarket which i cooked...we never drink alchohol...so basicly...turkish coffee on the beach,some cola zero...and evening walks we'd take also like a coffee,cola,bubble water and stuff...and still there was no day passing by under 1000swedish krowns which is like..110€

U pay for fuckin' air you breath... two sun beds a parasol,two coffees and cola zero...cost like 20-30euros...even in hotel,there was a singn saying tht using air condition and a safe deposite box is charging extra,but apperently we payed for tht in the beginig..

Food in the restaurants..is like a bit cheaper in stockholm..and the portions are like a smaller portion in stockholm..so ...to me tht's not the way i was expecting...cuz i don' know..i'm in turkey not in france so...you know...

But the thing i realy didn't like was the fact tht a whole fuckin' alanya was adjusted to sweden and swedish people...and that made me sick,.

I'm in turkey for fuck sake...i don' wanna eat swedish food in turkey..but for some moronic reason..sweds find it so cool to eat their fuckin' swedish meatballs in turkey..how sick is tht...

All in all...the beach and tha see was fuckin' incredible but everything else was not so cool so...from where i see it...we're probably not gonna come back there...

They have a couple of nice gyms over there so tht's good but just so u know...six visits of that gym,we payed 50 euros so...s i said..just so u know...

Never the less..i'm here in serbia now and i'm just takin' my time easy...seeing people i love...so...i'm all good here..

Love ya all❤️