Well since nothing significant and constructive hasn't been goin' on in my life,there's no point of busting your balls with that...
That if you actualy don't like that shit...ha???
Do you???
Would you be interesting in reading something like....
Hey guys wazz up...i'm on my way to the gym rady to nail my chest,babe....boooom!!
Selfie
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Hey guys..i just did three sets of bench press with 75,110 and 125k babe i'm killin' it babe :))))
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Selfie....
Realy,how retard you need to be to write that,let alone to read it..fuck!!!
Well..i'm not gonna write that anyway so relax...
Today i'm addressing to all youngsters out there...which i belive there's like....none...but too bad cuz it's a great tip for someone who's about to expirience maturity:)))
First let me tell you what i'm talkin' about here...
Now all the people older than 25 will tell you this...you know that feelin' when it's a friday morning and you just can't wait to do all the shit you need to do and then....fridaaaay...yeaaaaaaaa!!!
Let's gooooo...let's rock...
When you're already thinking wednesday about what you gonna wear saturday...
When you can't wait for summer to come to wear your bikini cuzz you like feeling sexy..
That feeling when you can talk on a phone with some girl or a guy so late even tho you need to wake up at 6:00
Well my dear shallow youngsters...when you grow older...that feeling is gone!!!
Now...i'm not saying that you just stop going out...no...you do that...ok i don't but i never realy liked it alot...but normaly...you keep going out and you drink and you wear nice clothes...but somehow at some point...you just lose that strong feeling of being happy...
The clubs that you've dreamed of entering before...now...you go to every fuckin' weekend and you can't belive how borring it got...
Well the truth is...the atmosphere in that club was alwas pretty much the same...it's you who've changed!
How did you changed...you've lost that momentum...that drive that kept you partying even if your shoes are killing you and you have a blister like...a mile wide...but you're having such a great time that you wouldn't left for the world...
That heat that keeps you warm even when you're totaly underdressed and it's freezing cold outside but you've decided to wear that cool new jacket...
So...yeah it's sad...but it doesn't have to be...how...well i can tell you how i see it from my point of view..
The only thing that doesn't let me go down is my sport...and you just wait the fuckin' minute now...before you say anything let me explaine myself...
I'm not saying you should all go to the gym and be retarded muscledeadz...no,i'm saying that you need to find something that is not totaly shallow that's gonna keep that feeling of satisfaction even after 25 or 30...
Now you can say..well i'm never gonna stop partying...sure..and you might not...but i promisse you...you won't be having the same feeling as you had it when you were 19...especialy when you see that kids there are hiding their cigarettes thinking that someone's dad or mom came in...cuzz most of your friends will have their lives put on the next level...
Try to have as less as possible of those dreams about becoming a superstar or that you gonna make your money by writing a blog or what ever...cuz not that it's not possible but you can also try to do something which is less gambling than that....
I'm not saying you should give up of your dreams...on the contrary...i want you to go after your dreams...but not to think about the destination all the time but insted enjoy the journey...regardless whether you gonna make it all the way to the top or not...
So don't try to visuelize yourself all the time how you're not gonna be having to cook food cuzz you gonna have paid help to do that for you...don't dream of fucking a different girl every night because you're probably gonna get married and if you don't you gonna feel that emptiness way harder...
Don't have this childish dreams about your future cuz realizing that those were only stupid dreams is actualy what take away that momentum from being happy to being "why do i live this life anyway"...
That's why you need to have something to do which gives you that full pleasure about being you!!!
You know that feeling when you put on your best armani suit entering the club and you fuckin' own it...
That's exactly how i feel when i'm about to start my heavy weights workout...like a boss!!!
And that has nothing to do with other people...cuzz at that point,they don't exist...there's only me,my music and my muscles...planing to fuck up that iron...and nothing else matter!
So try to search for that activity for yourself,try to find what that is...that you gonna be able to do even when you get a job,get married,have kids and all the other grown up stuff..cuzz trust me...you gonna grow up...frankly...for me...people who are just keep saying about good old days are realy nothing but...sad...
The shitty part is that once you lose your momentum...it so hard...almost impossible to get it back...so be smart...and don't let that happend or else you gonna end up saying..."i graduated school,got my job...married this great gal who blessed us with two beautifull healthy kids...i have my job,my car and i'm totaly in a perfect place right now.....
....SO WHY THE FUCK I'M CATCHING MYSELF SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW EVERY OTHER NIGHT,WITH THE ONLY THING IN MY HEAD A VOICE TELLING ME TO TAKE A SHOTGUN AND BLOW MY BRAINS OUT"...
Society only wants you to be good,to do good,to pay tax and to fuck off...it doesn't tell you to find your happines and realize your dreams...you know why...cuzz they don't give a fuck about you but the question remains...DO YOU?
SELFIE;-)
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