Depression

Hi everyone:)

  I figured something recently and I'm not positive about it but still worth of mentioning...

There's this word here in Sweden that sounds LAGOM which you can translate to MODERATE and basically it means that but in Sweden it's about the culture!

See here everything is about lagom...if you dress you need to dress lagom,if you eat you should eat lagom,if you laugh laugh lagom...if you fuck you should probably follow lagom-rule too...

Ok,when it comes to drinking people here don't wanna drink lagom..either you get shit faced or you sit home and watch TV..so don't bother of going to a bar if you work tomorrow...

So why is this like that..I was wandering...

I believe I figured it out...

To start from drinking..people drink here not to let loose a bit and be social,no..they drink to stop thinking...

The only reason why anyone wants to stop thinking is a severe depression!

When you're sober you think and then you're worried and completely scared and unhappy...so when you get waisted you think you're happy but what actually happens is that you just stop thinking about shit that gives you stress...

And that feeling alone is so relaxing that you actually tripping your happy...

Now imagine how amazing would be to be actually happy not just switched off...

Yeah but how:))

Yesterday I posted a quote..it looks like this...

So...

You get me here right:))))

Someone,somewhere at some point in your life told you that it's totally ok to be mediocre...

That person did not do any good for you but actually did a pretty harmful thing...

That person convinced you that being a fuckin loser is a good thing...and not just that you shouldn't be sad about..but you should actually make yourself happy about it!

We were born fuckin winners..and that's why you can be happy in being just ok..you wanna fuckin shine,you wanna be that person that is amazing at what you do you wanna fuckin rock!!!

But you know why you don't???

Because you don't try hard enough...and why you don't try...

Because you persuaded yourself that it's ok to be a worthless piece of shit...so you simply don't have that mindset of a winner!!!

Because you were told that it's fine to be pathetic...you never identify yourself with a fuckin rockstar..noooo

You identify yourself with a bunch of losers that didn't do a single thing in their life like a winner...because it's fine to suck,right...

Well it's not

It sucks when you're not great in anything!

The evil loser that told you that it's fine to suck thought you that life sucks and start adjusting to that asap...

You see you,me,your brother your friend..we were all made to be awesome in at least on single thing...

When you do something you're good at you have the feeling of satisfaction..but in order to discover what's that thing you're so good at...you need to be unsatisfied with averigeness...

That's how you get the strength that's necessary to keep on searching and finding your passion...

You need to hate the fact that you're average at something so either you try harder or drop it and start doing something else..

I'm constantly mentioning those poor morons that apply for IDOL and they sing terribly...but never mind it's not important to win right...yeah ask a winner that same question!

So my point is...if you want something..go and fuckin kill it..don't try it...OWN IT!!!

Be awesome,be amazing and when you do...you'll have no problem in loving other people's success too!

Hater is never ever a successful person only an average two-time loser..and you can all do better than that!

Love ya❤️

The feminine side💅🏽💅🏽💅🏽

Hi there😚

As you may noticed,from recently I started painting my nails and whenever people ask me why,either I say I like it or that I'm embarrassing my feminine side but I'd like to explain it a bit more why is this so important to me and my general point of view on this...

See they discovered that left hemisphere of the brain is feminine and the right is masculine and this thing has absolutely nothing with the fact of who's having a vagina and cock..it's about something completely else...

Now,almost all of us have left and right side of the brain so we all have masculine and feminine way of perception,but one of them is usually overwhelmed by tge other and this is where the shit starts rolling...

Right side,masculine one is based on fact,number and generally rational ways of understanding the word!

Left one..the feminine one is based on emotions,gut feeling and spiritual perception of everything...

To me personally,both sides are important and shouldn't be excluded but my point..or one of them is that..this world and way we live is still highly masculine!

Because it's still a belief that the more masculine you are,the stronger you are,which to my knowledge can't be further from the truth...

To me,you're strongest if you have mastered your capabilities of using and embracing both of your sides at the right time.

So I grew up in a highly masculine surroundings so for everything that was feminine,to me was unknown or better said..I didn't know how to process it...

Which is tge huuuge problem everywhere in the world basically...where you can easily find a guy who's got balls to get into a fight with whom ever you want..but if you ask that guy to talk about his emotions it will be extremely difficult and uncomfortable for him...

This is because they also discovered that if you.. just for the conversation sake,cut of one two hemisphere of the brain to a person that person would soon be able to function normally cuz brain's got that ability to take over other area's job...so from that point a person would function normally..well almost...

They say that that person couldn't be able to see one side of our faces,but for that person it would be normal...

That person would never miss that other side of our faces because he or she wouldn't know that it exists!

A small digression I need to make..this is also I'm very supportive in gay people...

To me they are just people but this phenomenon of people hating gays is exactly because of their perpetual rejection of their left/feminine way of thinking...

To them...gay is confusing and uncomfortable because they still haven't activated their left sides!

It's like if you take a guy without one of his hemispheres that I mention before and simply present him our other side of our face...it would be extremely uncomfortable and hard to understand it!

I don't really believe that painting nails is even a feminine thing actually but..for so many years it was to me...so now I'm learning myself to simply understand that I was thought wrong and I want to fix it!

One more thing for the end of this one... and it's about masculine side...

Masculine si rational and based on facts something that we can see hear or touch...

Therefore if you shut down completely your feminine side...you won't be able to see or feel on more thing than we can't prove it exists...

You won't be able to feel love....

You'll be blind to it,wouldn't miss it and even if someone is giving it to you abundantly...you wouldn't know how to deal with it,respect it or let alone how to give it back...

So remember....LOVE❤️

Thanks for reading😘