Today i was watching this guy pianna...some tatooed bodybuilder dude,famous among other stuff,for saying everything outloud...about steroids,hormons...real ways in bodybuilding and stuff...
So i've chosen this klip,him talking about growth hormone,insulin and igf-1...he was explaining how hard is it to find real stuff first of all and then he was explaining some amounts he's taking or used to take....sweet lord...i gotta tell you it put me down a bit...
After he was finished,i just asked my self...where....in the world you get that amount of money,since gh and igf-1 is like...mega-expencive...and the dosage are wild...like 6 iu per day..8 iu,10....whata fuk...
It's like...from 500 to 1500$ per week..are you fuckin' kidding me...who has that kind of money...and this is just for these couple of stuff...and count in some steroids,all the supplements you need...food...fuck me...
Well,until i get adopted by some millionare...i'll have to take it easy and not thinkin about it...otherwise...i'll fucki' loose it..
And just minutes ago...as i was waiting my subway after workout...there's this guy sitting beside me on a bench...and as his train arrives he stands up and turn to me and say....maaan...you should compete in states...and i went like...sorry...and he said..yeah...you should compete in america man...go make some money...sweden is bullshit...and you know what...maybe he's right...maybe it would be better for me to compete overseas...but how...i could bearly afford to go to gothenburg here in sweden,let alone to pay the ticket and place to stay in states for a week or two...
Well it sucks,no question about it....but the only thing that's a bit comforting is that i hope those other people who are competing...don't have a bill gates for a dad or shit...otherwise...i'm fucked:))
Well who cares...as long as i lift heavy..eat clean,train mean...i'm good to go....later:)))
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