People who know me or saw my pictures know that i'm kinda a bodybuilder..now i don't consider my self s bodybuilder yet but i think like i'm getting there.yes a lot of you might say...yeah now he's just try to play some modest little boy with that...of course he consider himself a bodybuilder lok at him...but what a lot of you don't know is who i compare my self with...and the answer is...i compare my self with profesionals...and if you know how they look..you'll know that i'm not like them...that's why i also say i work as a chef and not i am a chef...cause i think it would be roude of me to say i'm a chef and gordon ramsey is a chef...i just whanna be clear and realistic about where i am...and that's not becsuse i'm weak but actualy i think is that i'm strong about all that...couse i truely belive that if i realy want to be like profesional bodybuilder i can,i'm capable of doing that and that's why i compare my self with no others but the best in the branch...i never liked beeing in the middle...it' boring....find your passion,visuelise it in a form of a dream abd follow that dream...simple as that...
but be careful what you wish...don't ask yourself,what do i wanna become...ask your self what i'm enjoing of doing...every day,every week,even if it's without any return of benefits from it...just your selfish satisfaction...that's your passion...BUT there's a big but right here...when i'm talking about stuff you like to do i'm thinking of some consructive work...if the only thing that you can think of when you ask yourself what do you enjoing doing everyday is till exampel sitting in the sun snd drinking than first you need to ask youself what's the difference betwen you and an ape and the answer is there's no big difference...you are an ape...and not in a bad way...it' just that you haven't been activated yet...everybody are good at some constructive activity but the big problem is that most of us haven't been tought that we should seek for that talent of ours...and that's where we need to blame our prents.
but the damage has been done not because they hated us but mostly because they haven't been activated as weel...so they tougt us that working is being a slave to your boss or something all the people must do, or they told us that it's smart to aim to have a job wich makes a lot of money...and that's why you can have examples of doctors or lawers who made a lot of money,and then started breeding cows and horses even most of us would say that that job is way more dirty..but for that guy..it's just not like that...his doctor diploma was just to make his dad happy or proud but not something he realy wanted in life...
what i'm trying to say is...try to be as honest as you can with your self...spend time alone...talk to you self,find out who you are...who you were and who do you want to become...people usualy say...this is who i am...no that's who you were...and you need a constant change...because if you play marbles at the age of nine...it's sweet...if you still do it and you are twenty..you're retarded...you haven't developed,you haven't evolved in any way...you are a moron..so all you need to do is to be brave...and i know that sometimes that seems like imposibly hard...but i just know that it's possible ok...trust me on this one...now...bodybuilding...as you might noticed,i haven't been focusing on that very much...but i will...like...a lot..but...it's not gonna be just about that because i'm not just about that...my life is not just about that and therefore i'm writing about everything that gets on my mind..why is that...because i like it;-)
gothenburg...between prejudging and finals,at mc'donalds...my wife and my friend robban are eating and i ask my self how the tap water taste like:-)))
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