Just let it go..

Hey guys whazz up:)

Tonight I have several subjects I'd like to write about but this one is kind bugging me for a while now:)))

I see soooo many people completely unhappy an miserable and I always wandered wtf is they're doing wrong cuz I don't believe it's their choice to feel that way...

Now I'm not saying I'm farting rainbows everyday ofc I have my ups and downs too but all in all I really enjoy living my life..as I always say I'm not fully satisfied with my life but I realized loooong time a go that...

 U CAN'T WAIT TO BE FULLY SATISFIED IN ORDER TO BE HAPPY

Cuz u probably never ain't gonna live up to be happy and that sucks...

So basically what I discovered that works for me is..you don't need to be a rocket scientist or a psychoanalyst..you just need some 🏀🏀

Basically my point is..what ever makes you unhappy and anxious..fuck it!  

Not so simple,right...yeah it's simple but it ain't easy..for sure!

See in order to blend in our environment or part of society that we appreciate we tend to please those people individuals or groups by doing shit that they find it cool!

Now this wouldn't be a problem if that shit was the exact same thing we want too but somehow it never is!

So you know what we do...we buy cars we don't need,houses in places we don't want..travel to show that on Instagram,dress up when we don't feel like fuck when we're not horny and hang out with people we don't like...

And this ahot doesn't even stops there..you know what else people do in order to fit in...they marry people they don't love,have kids they never wanted and then it comes as a total fuckin surprise when they snap and do some serious sick shit..why???

Because no one is strong enough to carry around that heavy baggage..no one ☝🏾☝🏾

You know how many cases I know where a guy was in love with a girl that had a status of a slut and because of that he decided to marry the "nice one"

It's called a trophy wife..a kind of woman that looks presentable,didn't have a lot of dick,maybe educated,polite and shit..

So what happens after you marry that queen and she pops out a couple of fine kids...

All the sudden you realize that it really bothers you the fact that she won't swallow same as the fact that she almost never makes you laugh,let alone happy...

So basically you realize you married a beautiful dummy that's fine..but boring as fuk so eventually you go back to those same "sluts" that were making you happier than ever...

The only guy in Sweden that was directly telling me how big of an asshole I am for not having kids is this guest in the restaurant I worked before.

He was coming over..allegedly liked my food but I believe he enjoyed our conversations..

I did too cuz he was pretty smart guy..crazy but smart..so he had a lot of points no questions..

I was explaining to him that we don't have kids cuz I don't have financial security,but he kept repeating that I'm just a selfish fuck that likes his muscles more than kids.

I really appreciate honesty a lot and I did with him too..so I realized in the end and told him ofc..that his attacks on me are reflecting some unhappiness of his..I said,you're pissed at me cuz you don't love yourself enough..

He was a divorced father a teacher at The Royal Music School in Stockholm and on his daddy day while his 11 year old baby daughter was in another room he blew his brain out with a gun!

Don't be that guy..don't live other people's lives..cut off EVERYTHING from your life that's making you unhappy..cuz until they prove that there's a life after life..this one is all we have..live it gracefully❤️😘🙌🏾