The best in the world!!!

Helloooooo!

Everybuddey!!

How long has it been since i wrote any of this shit,ha!!?

Miss me...i know..i miss me too😜

Well,it's not that i have something too smart to say now..since in order for that i guess first you neet do be...smart,but...hey,can't be super,cool,sexy and smart at the same time so gimme a break...

The reason i decided to write this today is ...something happened...it happened totaly out of the blue,and it left me fuckin' speachless...but i'm gonna probably write about that some other time...

But that thing that happened gave me one massive wake up call that i couldn't be happier and more proud about!

So let's start from the begining...i met i girl...wait...didn't fuck r...yet😎but who knows...met her like a week ago...in the gym...everything went...easy,i guess the way it should be..and after a couple workouts i offered her to have a coffee with me...

Ok..awkward...right....i'm married...and that's what people normaly don't do...right...well we all know i'm not normal...BUT...my wife...she pretty much is.

Now even coffee alone is not that bad...but,first of all the girl i met her name is...well can't tell since i didn't ask her promision..but let's say i call her GG..it's short for va-gg or vagina if you will:))))

Long story short.. GG is realy hot girl..and i have this huge isshue about honest and being free...all my life i fought for havin' this freedom of saying whatever i feel,whenever i feel,and even stuff i don't feel...just screwing around about whatever the fuck i wanna screw around with and to have people being cool about it...and that my dear friend is soooo very hard:((...until GG😊

She made me feel social again...with her i felth interesting and alive again...and what's realy cool...she's totaly not afraid of me....and that's soooo uncommon...

So with my need for being honest...my wife was pretty much aware...how me and GG about to talk after like...15 minutes...

Basicly...i like GG as a person ALOT...but also she attracts me sexualy alot...now...how should i deal with that attraction and being honest...my first and only choice would be...to say it loud and clear...GG...i'd fuck your ass violently...and so i did...actualy...i think that one of the worst things you can say to a woman is that you wouldn' fuck her..

So now i know alot of stuff about GG's history...some nice stuff some not so nice...but i also know more about her pussy,how many time she can cum and all this "normal" stuff people know about each other...

My friends...were amazed that my wife let me do sll this and ask me...to be honest about did i gave a thought about me and GG fuck...for real...and i said o fcourse you morons...i been thinking about your grandmothers fuckin but what that tells you...that i'm gonna actualy fuck em..no...

Told that to my wife...she just said...like...if you said that you haven't had that thoughts...the only thing i would be sure is that you're a fuckin' liar!!!

After a while..everything stroke me at once...and i felth something that never gets old...and that's love:)))

I told you before that i'm everything but normal...but my wife was actualy brought up in normal family with pretty normal values...and having me as a husband...and tolerating me my...well let's call it illness...and giving me the amount of trust that it's beyond everything even i can imagine...tells me a few things...

My wife is the best women,person and a friend that a man can have...the amount of tolerance and love she's giving me every day is just crazy...and that reminds me how much i love her and how much i respect for who she is...

Honey...this one is for you...thank you do much for being who you are...for loving me the way no one did...and for saving me in every way a person can be saved...you' are my queen and i love you to death😘😘😘😘😘😘

Next step is to meet anna,my wife with GG and of course try any way i can to get 'em into some filthy threesome...

More of that in my upcoming articles...have great day ya all😜

Lose that momentum...and you're lost forever

Hey ya biches..how's d hangin'...hehe...too soon,yeah bite me:)))

Well since nothing significant and constructive hasn't been goin' on in my life,there's no point of busting your balls with that...

That if you actualy don't like that shit...ha???

Do you???

Would you be interesting in reading something like....

Hey guys wazz up...i'm on my way to the gym rady to nail my chest,babe....boooom!!

Selfie

Selfie

Hey guys..i just did three sets of bench press with 75,110 and 125k babe i'm killin' it babe :))))

Selfie

Selfie....

Realy,how retard you need to be to write that,let alone to read it..fuck!!!

Well..i'm not gonna write that anyway so relax...

Today i'm addressing to all youngsters out there...which i belive there's like....none...but too bad cuz it's a great tip for someone who's about to expirience maturity:)))

First let me tell you what i'm talkin' about here...

Now all the people older than 25 will tell you this...you know that feelin' when it's a friday morning and you just can't wait to do all the shit you need to do and then....fridaaaay...yeaaaaaaaa!!!

Let's gooooo...let's rock...

When you're already thinking wednesday about what you gonna wear saturday...

When you can't wait for summer to come to wear your bikini cuzz you like feeling sexy..

That feeling when you can talk on a phone with some girl or a guy so late even tho you need to wake up at 6:00

Well my dear shallow youngsters...when you grow older...that feeling is gone!!!

Now...i'm not saying that you just stop going out...no...you do that...ok i don't but i never realy liked it alot...but normaly...you keep going out and you drink and you wear nice clothes...but somehow at some point...you just lose that strong feeling of being happy...

The clubs that you've dreamed of entering before...now...you go to every fuckin' weekend and you can't belive how borring it got...

Well the truth is...the atmosphere in that club was alwas pretty much the same...it's you who've changed!

How did you changed...you've lost that momentum...that drive that kept you partying even if your shoes are killing you and you have a blister like...a mile wide...but you're having such a great time that you wouldn't left for the world...

That heat that keeps you warm even when you're totaly underdressed and it's freezing cold outside but you've decided to wear that cool new jacket...

So...yeah it's sad...but it doesn't have to be...how...well i can tell you how i see it from my point of view..

The only thing that doesn't let me go down is my sport...and you just wait the fuckin' minute now...before you say anything let me explaine myself...

I'm not saying you should all go to the gym and be retarded muscledeadz...no,i'm saying that you need to find something that is not totaly shallow that's gonna keep that feeling of satisfaction even after 25 or 30...

Now you can say..well i'm never gonna stop partying...sure..and you might not...but i promisse you...you won't be having the same feeling as you had it when you were 19...especialy when you see that kids there are hiding their cigarettes thinking that someone's dad or mom came in...cuzz most of your friends will have their lives put on the next level...

Try to have as less as possible of those dreams about becoming a superstar or that you gonna make your money by writing a blog or what ever...cuz not that it's not possible but you can also try to do something which is less gambling than that....

I'm not saying you should give up of your dreams...on the contrary...i want you to go after your dreams...but not to think about the destination all the time but insted enjoy the journey...regardless whether you gonna make it all the way to the top or not...

So don't try to visuelize yourself all the time how you're not gonna be having to cook food cuzz you gonna have paid help to do that for you...don't dream of fucking a different girl every night because you're probably gonna get married and if you don't you gonna feel that emptiness way harder...

Don't have this childish dreams about your future cuz realizing that those were only stupid dreams is actualy what take away that momentum from being happy to being "why do i live this life anyway"...

That's why you need to have something to do which gives you that full pleasure about being you!!!

You know that feeling when you put on your best armani suit entering the club and you fuckin' own it... 

That's exactly how i feel when i'm about to start my heavy weights workout...like a boss!!!

And that has nothing to do with other people...cuzz at that point,they don't exist...there's only me,my music and my muscles...planing to fuck up that iron...and nothing else matter!

So try to search for that activity for yourself,try to find what that is...that you gonna be able to do even when you get a job,get married,have kids and all the other grown up stuff..cuzz trust me...you gonna grow up...frankly...for me...people who are just keep saying about good old days are realy nothing but...sad...

The shitty part is that once you lose your momentum...it so hard...almost impossible to get it back...so be smart...and don't let that happend or else you gonna end up saying..."i graduated school,got my job...married this great gal who blessed us with two beautifull healthy kids...i have my job,my car and i'm totaly in a perfect place right now.....

....SO WHY THE FUCK I'M CATCHING MYSELF SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW EVERY OTHER NIGHT,WITH THE ONLY THING IN MY HEAD A VOICE TELLING ME TO TAKE A SHOTGUN AND BLOW MY BRAINS OUT"...

Society only wants you to be good,to do good,to pay tax and to fuck off...it doesn't tell you to find your happines and realize your dreams...you know why...cuzz they don't give a fuck about you but the question remains...DO YOU?

SELFIE;-)

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How to spot a gay..

Hello guys..gays..wazz up:)))...well last few articles were kinda serious...and there's nothing wrong with that but some of you who don't know me might get this impression that i'm super serious person which is...not true !!!

Well i do know to be serious but i do like to joke...alot...but with my style of joking,there's not too much people that i could joke with...

Nevertheless....i named this article,how to spot a gay...but not on the street,in a bar...it's how to spot a gay in you...cuzz you never know.. ;-)

I have a feeling that if people would be super honest with them selfs...they would find out alooooot about who they are and what they like...

Cuzz this fuckin' society...tell's you what you like,what is nice,what is cool..and what's not...and since people are like cattle...just wanna fit in,cause it's too scary i guess  to stand out and be what ever the fuck you wanna be...

Ok...first things first...my estimate..70-80% of woment are bisexual...i wrote about this before but why not do it again...

The stuff i know for sure is the stuff i know about myself...so...if i had to shoot a porn i couldn't...under any circumstances fuck a guy...

Girls who are totaly considered as straight eat pussy,ass...no problem...what's that?

Come on...that's gay..well bi at least...

But enough with girls...first of all...bisexual men is nothing but gay who wants to seem open for everything...

Most gay men have had some sort of sexual contact with a girl or girls...so what...they're bi...no they're gay...and those who claim that are bi they're just ok with fucking a girl but what they realy like are men...correct me if i'm wrong:)))

Now let me say stuff about me so i don't sound like i'm just judging others...

When i see a naked man i gotta look at his coock...now shut up,i know it's not just me...i don't know...i think it's a guy thing..since i'm convinced that the size of a penis matters more to guys for other guys than for girls..

Now some of you might ask..well how you know you're not gay...well wait and i tell you...

I used to hear this stories about people coming out and how they looked so happy when they realized who they realy are...and i said...we'll for me...happiness is everything..so i found some gay porn 

and tried to beat off to it:)))

Yeah,yeah...bite me...however...i tried...didn't work...when two guys start making out...ok...i could live with that...i actualy did that...in the club...in front of everybody:)))

....we were stupid kids wanting some attention so shut up:)))

Anyways...two guys startied jerking each other...well,not the most plesant picture but...you know..

But when they got to sucking...thst's where i drew the line...god..not just that the act alone seems soooo wrong but the worst part was that the guy who was giving a blow job had a beard...and fuck me...i think if i was bitin' it with light speed i still couldn't get it hard..so trust me when i say i tried...i did....

Now..you know those guys that allways like to hang out with guys...even if most of s gang have women..they always want to have a guy's night...GAY...

I don't like to go anywhere without my wife..and if someone doesn't want to talk some shit in front of her...then skip me too...cuzz i don't give a fuck what it is...ok...

Also some guys talk to me in one way when we're alone and totaly diferent way when my wife is around...like more shy,more official...i don't know i have a feeling they think that my wife for them is a barrier between me and them...what's that than gay:)))

I pointed out this one recently...but whata hell...if you are a dude and you feel uncomfortable of being naked in front of other men...it's most likely some suppressed sexual fantasy realated to other men...you might say...well it's not that...i'm just shy...potato-potato...shy guy...gay guy:))

If you spend more time in front of a mirror than your women does...try to do what i did with gay porn...the outcome might suprise you...

If you ever dissed a girl over a guy friend...gay...and don't tell me how long time has been since you haven't seen your friend or even worse...how ugly was that girl...choosin' guy over girl undr any circumstances....is gay..period!

There's these guys dissing a clear sex shoot with this gay explanation like...oh,i didn't want to leave the club,we had such a great time there....first of all...what's greater time than fucking.... And second...isn't that mission accomplished...i mean wasn't the main reason of going to tge club is to find something to fuck...well maybe that's just me...i don't know:)))

And the last true indicator that you have some gay thoughts deep in you is...if you are gay-hater...that's right you motherfuckers...you know what's hate???

It's the mirror reflection of fear....you are afraid of something...of what???

Of that you're not sure you idiots...the truth shall set you free...so,stop being cunty little bich and start beatin of to gay porn...

...and wait for it;-)

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September eleventh 2001

   Hay ya all....yeah..today is d day..when i'm gonna tell my point of view about that day...

I've noticed that there are alot of americans reading this but i'd like to address to all the people interested in politics,social development and most important...future...

You see when something like this event occurs...the most important question you need to ask is WHY...not once not twice but so many times necessary to get to the very bottom of it or at least as close you can...

Now...i'm not smart enough to figure out what happend more than ten years ago on another continent in the city i've never visited,but i'm realy good when it comes to not beliving what has been told to me...from parents,proffesors,media...that's how i am...i question everithing...

Now let's get the first thing out and that is that...the official story of hijackers took plains and crash them into the twin towers,pentagon and that it was all organized by bin laden and nobody in all us institutions knew about this is just bullshit..i mean a kid can figure that one out...

Among million evidence that that story is false i find that sayingoif a guy who is demolition expert that there's no cjmhance in theory that those buildings could fall down in a perfect way without having weakened support first and also domolition by some remote device synchronized in milliseconds....

So basicly...you have to learn that for years in order to perform it the way it happened with those buildings that day...

Now....what happend then...i would belive more if the official story was that the terrorist put those bombs before the attack but it's not...so what i'm sure is that it was an inside job and the bombs were placed there by the real organizers i'm only struggling between is there a person a terrorist behind the plaine attac or was that also a work of secret goverment???  

But..i do not belive that a mother who watched her son jumping from those towers realy give shit about this small stuff...

All she cares is that the govermet sacrificed the life for her son for something...

Now here comes the "WHY" part...

Ok...let me explain something so we can all agree about it... 

Are you aware that federal reserves would'n be making any money if it weren't  those mega-banks such as world bank,jp morgan,merryll lynch,and many others...these huge banks make money for them selfs and for feds...

These banks would't have any money if there weren't smaller banks and huge corporation like ...i don't know microsoft,costco,monsanto etc to land money from mega banks...

Now these big corporations have smaller copanies that works for them...those small companies have smaller companies..,,etc...until we get to you and me....

All those feds,mega banks,corporations,companies wouldn't be able to exist without you and me...the shit people...or in another words,the labour...we who provide our work....

So i guess most of you will agree on this right....but....there's one thing missing my dear shit people...

The problem here is that we.. The shit people think that this rosd ends ip with us... 

But we're so wrong...

Now i don't know for sure how much money bill gates spends a day,or how many houses have rockefeller...they probably have a half of the world in their pocket...but...

Do you think that you've actualy earned everything you have...do you think that working your shitty job and i don't care whether you work in mcdonalds or you are a dentist...you've actualy deserved all the stuff and services you enjoy right now...that's where you're wrong my friends...

I think i wrote this before...but doesn't matter...the only reason why you live your great averige life in a civilized world is because somewhere out there in a third world countries there are ten people or even children working their life off for one dollar or less per day...that's something we pretend that we don't know...same way that donald trumph thinks that her daddy earned his right to own all the power that he owns...but the truth is...nothing of the things they have would't be there without small people...

So my dear americans but also all the people in this beautiful "civilized" countries...

First don't be stupid to belive that 9/11 was the act of terrorist..it wasn't...it was executed by your goverments!!!

 

But second...the most important...don't blame your goverments for it...they did you a fuckin' favour...

How?

Well same way paris hilton wouldn't give up her welth for some shitheads to live better life..,like you and me..,,same way you and me wouldn't give up our appartment,car,fridgerator iphone,summer vacation for some poor basterd in taiwan or china or africa to have water or vaccine for not to die of diarea...who give a fuck right...

I don't!!!

...i mean i do...every time i wake up in the morning i think how must have been tonight to all those people,children who didn't have a place to sleep...but you know what...thinking about it is bullshit...doing something about it is actualy the only true indicator that you want change...

But it's too fucking hard...cuzz we are so addicted and dependent to this system...system not based on compassion but on greed...

So don't judge world leaders pulling 9/11 you thank them insted...they did you a favour...those 3000 people died that day that day...thank them as well...they gave their lifes...tho unwillingly...for you to have your led-tv and suv parked in your ftont yard...

Alot of people say...oh it's the oil they were after...you shit right it's the oil they were after...the oil that you use every fuckin' day...in your car in your buss in industry...you name it...how would you feel if get up one morning and there are grocery stores but no groceries to buy...because africans have their own good standard and they refuse now to pick those bananas all day long so you and i can have them available...

Imagine,no cars,no city transportation,no cheap clothes...nothing..

Imagine...chaos..no rules,no law...imagine calling 911 and there's nobody on the other line...

Think about it...think hard...who needed 9/11...

I'll tell you right now...you and me...

So whether you start soing something constructive or do what i told you...thank god for 9/11

I know one thig for sure...the more you're rich the less you wanna be poor...so it's up to us,small people...we need to make that first step...don't expect richard branson to give up on his billions...that's not gonna happend...we need to do something...we need to change the game...not players...if you change players new will come...because the game alone created those major players in a first place...we need to change the game...

This is how i see the future...

http://youtu.be/KphWsnhZ4Ag

Have great week everybody!

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Gym stereotypes:)))

http://youtu.be/nU4EJfX2aXE

Hey guys,wazz up...i hope you've wached this video i put it up so we can discuss a bit about this subject:)))

Well it's not gonba be much of a discussion but...still....

First of all i gotta say thank you to my friend dimitri who was kind enough to send me this link in a first place....so thanks brother;)

Ok so we have all different kinds of stereotypes in video...i know for the fact that there are a few of those in my gym...as i was looking at them while whaching video...but....

I also gotta say i myself can relate with at least two-three of them as well:)

Well first,the guy who's making excuses for not going to the gym...i don't even wanna get into that one...who cares for them right.....

Then a dude who's lookin' at girls all the time...oh...me snd this guy have a huge problem:)))

Now the problem is that he thinks his cool and shit untill i get there...and FYI i'm not saying i'm like super big but in my gym there are just a few guys my size,others are...not...sorry...so...

When i get there no matter what i wear,or what i'm doing...all the attention comes to me...i don't like it...like i stopped liking  that since i was 16 or something...but that's the way it is...

Now the "womenizer" gets pissed at me...but what he doesn't realize is that all those girls are not lookin' at me like..."oh,we wanna fuck this guy"..NO,they look at me as something weird...like a freak...

In a room packed with gals you bring a monkey...all the girls look at him...but doesn't necessarely means they would all fuck the damn monkey...you get the pic...

Now there are a few people time to time...mostly girls...doing something totaly wrong on some machine but rather die before they ask somebody..let alone me...god no...what's the fuckin machine for... sick

Now i gotta say...i'm the screamer...guys...what can i say...i lift heavy i workout intense and i need that shit...i can bearly hear myself from the heavy metal in my headset...so when i workout i'm in trance...sorry!

Mirror magnet...guilty as charge...what can i say...bb is a sport of aesthetics...regardless of what most people think..it's too much it's disgusting..i get that but in my sport you get scores based on how you look so that's what i do...i look how i look...

Even though i'd like to be like three times bigger than i am right now,i still like what i see in a mirror so ..:)))

The singer:))) man...i know it can be so fucking annoying but i love it...alltho i do not actualy sing,more like whispering the lyrics,it still looks totaly retarded...i guess that's my way to switch off the surroundings...

Water...i do drink alot of water during my workout,my gym bottle is quite normal size...i remember one guy...je used to carry around this giant bottle and i remember he used to put some duct tape just to look hard core...well the only thing on him that was big and hard core was that bottle...

Now every gym has one weirdo on a tredmill,this is a fact...so i don't have to tell you nothing about this...

Tv-shop dude i haven't seen but there is one couple in my gym,they are like kick boxers him and her and they just come to the gym put the gloves on and first they're punching the bag then they puch each other for like an hour and they leave...why the just don't go to their kick boxing club fuck me if i know...but any ways at least they are nice:))

Joga guy.......gay..simple:)))

Now i have a special theory about nacked dude...first of all that's me...and i'm proud to say it..now you will say that THAT is gay...

Let me tell you one thing...you know why i'm totaly comfortable with being totaly nacked in front of a men and in front a dog...because i would never...under any circumstances fuck a dog or a guy...period!!!

It's like when i see a nacked dude...i don't see nothing different then when i see a dude...i don't feel shit...if it was a girl insted i'd deffinitely feel something...i wouldn't maybe be completely comfortable especialy if is very cold:))) but that would be normal time for me to get shy and shit...

Can you imagine...most people in sweden are a bit as someone put the stick up in their ass...and a guy enters the locker room an first thing he sees is me posing in front of a mirror totaly nacked...with my balls and significanly large penis hanging there:)))...god,you should see their faces:))))

Ok,i'm kidding i don't have a big dick...alrigt...just averige like around 25 or somethin'...lol...

Luckly we don't have agressive idiots in my gym...i wouldn't like that at all...

No sauna suit guy as well but we have one dide who trains in those shoes made for cyclists..maybe he went there straight from spinning...any way it looks funny...

Sweaty guy...here i am...what can i say i do sweat alot but not as much that i leave sweat on benches or stuff and i do wear hat but even if i see loads of sweat someone left on a machine i just use my knee and with my thights i wipe it off..yeah,yeah disgusting...but it's a gym not a fuckin spa...

Now next type is my faworite...there are two guys around 45.. i think they're brothers but they also look as they fuck each other every now and then:)))

These two idiots..take a half of a gym and place it around them..and they use everything...and they write everithing they do after every fucking set and the exercise they perform nobody ever heard about 'em...they are truly a couple of retards i swear to god...they use ten pairs of dumbells,three beches...some rubber band,straps,wraps fat grips elbow support...and they have these giant gym bags in which they carry around all this shit...and the worst part of the whole story is..they look like shit...god!!!

I hate workin' out when they are there but what to do...and they actualy like me...weird...

Talkative..oh fuck do i fuckin hate these morons...i understand to have a few words inbetween sets every now and then but this guy is killin' it...man...i'm doingy heavy set and he enters a gym stands beside me sayng..hey man,what's up...i mean...no comment...

Justifier...most people are...

Selfie...what can i say...with instargam and stuff i figured why not...i know it's sleazy,and i'm not doing so often but i do:))))

There are some guys than making their special mix of protein powder along with special carb and raisins or rice cakes..usualy...these guys look like they've never pass by the gym let alone like they workout...

Well that would be it for now hope you  enjoyed it:))) 

Have an awesome weekend!!! 

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SELFIE!!!!

 

When she's right,she's right

Hi guy's..how's it hangin'...

I'm at the gym tge other day lifting weights,minding my own buiseness...and there's this girl..like little tougher one...you know...lifts a bit heavier,have a few tatoos and stuff...she's like workin' out too and time to time i can see her checkin' me out...

But not like sexual...i think...but just like..who are you..haven't seen you around..and stuff..

Ok,she's doing her thing i do mine..as soon as i'm done...i run to a treadmills section to do my 20-30min cardio at the end of my workout...

So i did my cardio,wiped off the sweat from that treadmill and hitting my way to the locker room...

As i'm walking towards there...i see her walking in the oposite direction towards me...an now she's like...staring at me...

I'm wearin' my headset with rammstein or something on the loudest ...so there's no point of trying to hear anything...but she was totaly aware if that..

So without any words..she simply started waving at me...like...HEY YOU!!!

i looked at her suprised,but as soon as i tried to take off that music from my head she did onother thing...

After that HEY YOU waving...she put two fingers on over her mouth and gave me a smile...like..HEY YOU...MORON...YOU SHOULD SMILE SOMETIME:)))))

Hahaha...that's so weird to expirience in sweden..i just menage to tako off my head set...and say...YEAH I KNOW!!!

I mean...i know realy..i should...it's just soooo hard to do that in the gym...when you are in pure pain...lifting extremely heavy weights...and on top of that to even smile....fuck that..i can't:))))

But i should..i know...other wise people will keep being afraid of me and to expirience me as a total asshole...

Well any ways it was funny and she made my day...but she also kinda made me think...

But it's so goddamn hard:)))

Take care everybody...and don't forget to smile:))))))))))))))

A flashback...

Ok...so i'm at the gym today killing it...allright...everything's good,i'm having a good pump i'm done with my chest and triceps,feels great and just when i started with my biceps...baaam...i saw something which i didn't like...at all...

There's this guy in the gym..more of a kid but let's say...a guy...he's like around 20...somethin' he's kinda skinny but totaly athlethic..quite strong and pretty ripped...

Looks a bit weird but not in a bad way just quiet boy that trains realy hard and i would eve say serious...but just you know,..never talks with nobody and stuff...and i have a feeling that he's from poland or russia...some eastern eu country..

Now he was always dressed a bit weird,again not in a bad way but no conventional training clothes,just some shorts and some washed out tshirt...but you know...who cares,right...

Until today...today...just by accident...i've looked at his shoes...and i had this realy,realy uncomfortable flashback from my childhood...

His shoes...man,they didn't looked good...they were at least fige to ten years old,the colour almost disappeared and they were thorn apart...the left one had such big hole that you could clearly see his sock and the right one was no better..

I just thought to my self...why the fuck?!!!

He's realy into sport you can see it within five seconds,he train every day...he could affort a normal fuckin' pair of shoes..god i felt like shit...

First because of him i couldn't stop thinking about the boy who lives in sweden wearing this shitty shoes...but i was even more fucked up because i know exactly how he must be feeling...

I wore shoes like that...worst than that...you know now...i wouldn't even care,maybe just to have my feet dry but back then i rember coming to school almost an hour before everybody cuzz i used to travel to school alot and from the bus station to the school i had my shoes,feet,socks...completely wet...

So i remember i woud climb up and sit in the window so i could place my feet on this warm radiator we had in our classroom so my feet get warm..,but as soon as other children would start coming i'd move away because i was too embarrassed for everybody to see what i'm wearing...

I've seen this kid lookin' at me with sort of respect for muscles and shit...and i just wanted to tell him that i would like to help him with his workout any way i can...but i had this fear at the same time that he might think that i feel sorry for him...and that probably made him feel even more like shit...and as a matter of fact i did felt very sorry for him but i also felt responsible...i don't even know why...

I just don't think that footwear should be a problem for anybody...and no matter how positive i try to be and to look at the bright side of every picture...something like this gets me...so hard...

I'm at my work while i'm writin' this and i try wipe my tears before everybody start to think that i'm crazy or something...

Lot of times peopse ask me...andrija,where do you get this motivation to train,to eat,to do cardio...i would say...i'm all good...but how about we go to that kid and ask him the same question...

That's your motivation right there....

Have a great weekend friends....