Hey friends:)))

  What's goin' on...r u good...hope u r cuz i am...actualy i'm great...it's deffinitely my favorite part of the day...wake up earlier in the morning...just make some coffee,well this morning didn' even had to do tht...my wife did it for me so..i'm just lying in my bad takin' this great coffee,listening this awesome albums on spotify called vintage cafe which is a jazzish version of some very known songs...it's nice...just,chilling and literaly not thinking of anything but enjoying the moment and priviledge..so cozy :)

I just know tht my day will be just awesome whn i start it like this....

I was thinking about writing a bit about this thing i always repeat when talking with friends or even with stranger sometimes....

It's about my point of view on human contact....cuz i literaly belive it's a cure for our body and soul....

I was watching this video where some psychologists explain the importance of it... 

Like..an tragedy occured..war or wht ever....and there was a some number of babies left without parents..

So they put thm in this hospital,where people will take care of thm...and they did...those nurses gave thm food,keeping thm clean and stuff but eventhough..almost one third of babies died..one by one...no explaination..no sickness no sympthoms..just a sudden baby death:(

They also realized afterwards tht the babies who were closer to hje doors were always good and those all tha way back were those dying cases...

So they had a theory...those closer to the doors and a hallway were safe cuzz there was always someone approaching thm,picking thm up and cuddle thm..which was not the case with those less fortunate all the way back:(((

Also logicaly thinking...a baby needs the morher's heartbit to hear and feel quite often cuzz for nine months tht was the rhythm of life for the baby...who's own little heart was synchronized with the mom's rhythm....

Now we are not babies anymore but we do need that human contact too...we are just too buisy with everyday life and never even think of making time for tht stuff..

It's so sad when you look at it...cuzz i don't care how old or serious you are...a normal person needs to feel love and to give love too...one of the basic things in our nature...that we skip with no problem..thinking of it as of some ridiculous childish thing...but it's so not..

Now...i'm a person that always liked to cuddle...i just love tht shit...cuzz my mom always did tht with us and i'm so greatful for tht but my dad was totaly not like tht...

Maybe...sometimes but i don' even know if that came naturaly to him cuzz there's this fuckin' thinking anywhere but specialy in countries such a serbia that man needs to be cold and emotionaless otherwise you're a cunt..,

Well now i realized tht you r a cunt everytime you don't actualy have the balls to show your soft side,and your emotions...

Luckily for me my wife is very cuddly women and we do tht constantly...we are all kissy,kissy and lovey dovey and tht's maybe cuzz we work different hours so we never have tht afterwork us-time like most couples do during the week but anyway we got that covered!

Actualy recently we both realized that when we wake up in the middle of the night we're like holding eachother or hugging...it's so cool,you just wanna stay in bed like tht a whole day long:)))

But again...my problem with single people...i belive tht most of them have a huge lack of this very important matter...and i don't care how happy you r  alone or how much you need a period when you don' want new people in your life...you need tht contact...

now i'm not saying you should ask random people on a street to hold your hand for five minutes...but even if you're single you still have friends,parents,relatives and gender is not an isshue you just need tht human closeness every once in a while for your soul for fuck sake!!!

So what i want you to do is i want you ask your friends next time you see thm...to hold your hand for a while..just tht...while you're taking coffee or just talk...

A hugging would even be better but take your time cuz i promise you...you'll feel uncomfortable...you and your friend...

But that feeling right there is the exact thing you need to kill with that contact...that feeling is your insecurity,vulnerability about things no one should be voulnerable with..it's your weakness...

Cure it,make it go away,make yourself more comfortable about everything you are and make more space for having someone you love in your life❤️

You be good now and have an awesome day ya all...love you😘😘😘

Real men love curves...

Hey biatches ...wazz up...come one gimme some shit talk...the reason why i'm doing this is because i like when people say shit about me and stuff...

Like...when i wrote a blog about me finding a new girl-friend and that i told her i'd fuck her..and my wife's best frend is for some reason reading my stuff and always likes my articles...except that one...

So my wife gave her a call just to catch up with her and she was like...hey btw,have you read andrija's blog...and she went like...yes...

My wife...so what do you think?

I'm thinking of stabing him hext time we have coffee together:))))

I fell in love with her right there...told her...when you say nice stuff about me i can like you...but when you point out something about me that is like shitty,bout me being and asshole and stuff...i instantly love you...cuz to me that's what friendship is all about...

Suckin' eachother's dicks is boring..,so c'mon...tell me how much i suck...:)))

Well today i'm gonna share with you something i've recently discovered about my sexuality😬

You all get that looks of a persons body is about being sexy,about feeling good in your own skin,also it's realy healthy to have some activities,eat good healthy food...and keep your body fat on a decent level..

You also know tht i'm doing this sport for 20+ years which is about outhern looks so you can imagine how important tht is to me...

When we talk about the best looking girls..i don't have any preforations...blond,brunettes,black,whiteasian..tall short...no way...for me all tipes and races can be good or not so...tex..girls who say ...couldn' ever fuck a black guy have some big isshues...

My personal choice is somewhere between bikini and fitness...so she needs to be lean..somewhere between 8-10% body fat...and to be all about training,healthy food no booze,smokes and tht shit...

So i guess you get the picture...and for many,these girls and girls like these are hot,sexy...and stuff...but

I don't know these girls i've never touched thm,hugged...so basicly...they look good...to my eyes...

As you might know or you don't..my wife is struggling with weight..she went up like 15kg from when we got married...as most people do once they stop giving a fuck...

Now...i'm talking about her looks..to me her sexappeal never changed cuz...i'm so away from that time when looks is sexy...tht's kids way...looks can give you an attraction but to me only women can be sexy...her chemistry,her inside...and i promisse you i'm not trying to sound like a sleazeball...i've fucked the girl who's always gonna be the best looking girl i did...but tht was it...i couldn't get horny at all...we didn' match it was wrong...

But my wife used to have this fuckable personality and that's all you need to have..

Now when she got fat...she still looked sexy...cuzz she's very feminine..so big ass nice waist...ok fake boobs but i personaly LOVE thm so that's it...

But her realized very soon tht she doesn' look the way she used to...

So what she did was..she started to skip her gym workouts,start not giving a fuck...and basicly losing self confedence...

Now that thing is a total turn off...for both of us...when we had sex she felt like a fat pig and i felt as i'm fucking a damaged and not happy person and tht is so fucked up..

When they say you lose passion in marrige...that's what they'r talking about...you don' lose nothing but a positive perspective about yourself...

So we still did good..i loced her she loved me...but we had sex way less thn before,sometimes even months went by...but i still belive tht all you need is love..so i don' know bout her but me..,i never even considered quitting,leaveing her...nothing like tht...i never ever quit on somebody i love.

Now...years went by...my wife was dieting,not dieting,fighting,crying...but eventualy sex got better,way more frequent...so it's cool,i'm cool,she's cool...we're good!

Now recently...we were watching tv or a movie...laying on our sofa...cuddling and her belly was naked...and since she's my little plump,she's got some fat to squeeze there...

So i start plaing with it like with childrens playing dough...she was laughing,saying stop it it's disgusting...

But to me it went totaly in differend direction...

It took me like just a couple times to squeeze tht soft fat...and i got this almost painful boner and a blood rushed in my brain as when a virgin school boy sees his teacher's bare boobs:))))

Guys...i was on fire...

She like noticed and start saying..oh my god..i knew you're sick but tht sick...it's a whole new chapter:))))

I was like,i know...for me too...don't have a fuckin' clue where's this came from...

I like fitness chicks not chubby....but the truth to the matter was that i like to look at fitness girls...but i like to touch something else...

So we had this raging sex tht night...laughed about it like crazy but next morning we woke up...and i was kidding about my fat fatish,but ass soon as i start touching her fat again...shit...i almost rapped her:))))

So i was thinking...how's this possible...but if you just think about it everything is quite clear...firstly..when you fuck...you don' look at the women from five meters distance...she is so close to you that all you basicly have is a sence of touch...

And we were analysing it...i said like...take my biceps for instance...even when i get fat you don't get alot fat there so it's pretty lean muscle...i was like...touch it,feel it,squeeze it...it's like so dense,and hard...almost plastic and lifeless...

But touch fat..it's soft,it's feminine..well at least from my own men point of view..but realy...i like girls to be the oposite of me...cuzz i'm a guy...and asking same things i have.. from a girl is fuckin' gay...

Now i'm not saying tht people who fuck lean chicks are gay...i'd fuck anyone or anything without coock and balls so...i'm just describing my personal views...

 Now i'd still like my wife to get lean but totaly not because of me or wht i want,.,but because she realy likes the sport and train hard and of course she would like to look as she does...

But also tht thing about self confidence...think tht that would be a skyrocketing for her...cuz success is one of the best turn ons ever...

And wht can be more sexier than strong,successful and self confidend women😍😍😍😍

#likeagirl #likeagirl #likeagirl

Have a great weekend everybody❤️

Alanya...here we come!!!!

Hey ya all...what is happenin' you don' call you don' show...no comments like...hey bro..you rock..or...man you blow big time...go fuck yourself...nothing...

my beautiful friends...when you laugh,nothing's funny and when you fart it doesn' smell...nah...just kidding..it gotta smell...

Anyhoo..wanted to write a word or two about the upcoming vacation which is gonna be in alanya turkey:))))

Everybody who knows me knows tht i don' drink don' do drugs...and therefore i am terrible party guy...

Me..i like takin' it easy...having good food,nice beach and something to fuck...and i'm happy....

I'm saying something and not someone to fuck just for those anal people to piss thm off:)))

Well in my case...my wife is who i'll fuck and i more thn happy with that fact!!!

We've booked a hotel room with kitchen cuzz to me tht's a must wherever i go...restaurants,eating out...sure sometimes...but i have six-seven meals a day..firstly i'm not tht rich and even if i were..i can't eat like tht...so...i cook my food...

And to me tht's like something like wiping ass..you need to shit and if you don't want to smel shit all day lond you need to wipe it...also you need food and therefore you need to take care of tht...and i'm not talking about bodybuilding at all...i'm just saying tht people who are reducing drasticaly their nutrition standard while on vacation...to me..they're not on vacation...

They are paying for having a week or two to be something they are not...cuz they think their life is miserable...

The only difference for me between home and vacation is tht i don' need to work,and i'm somewhere else and not in stockholm...which don' get me wrong...i LOVE...i'm just saying...

You have these trash couples...having vacation with kids...and when they do the research...first things that is a must dor them is...that it's all inclusive...which...ok...i get...cuz,it's food,you have it alot so...that's good...

Second must is day care for kids...people...i need to say somthing...you don' deserve kids and also you don' deserve to live you worthless peaces of shit....

You are supposed to go to tht fuckin' vacation so you can have a quality time with your family...cooking nice food for your kids...spending time with thm,bonding in a way tht everyday life doesn' alow you you selfish morherfuckers...

Third must is a swiming pool in the hotel...so...that the only thing they can do than is to sunbath...and drink...not having to watch their kids....just live their dream...and their dream is fuckin' sad story...that's all i can say..,

And don't you even dare to tell me...oh, it's easy for you you don' have kids...let tell you something you shit people...me and my sister used to have these 4-6 weeks vacation with our mom and dad...we used to hang out with them at the beach all the time...mom used to carry food and stuff dad taught us diving,swiming..and sure we hang out with other kids at the beach all the time too...how sick is that...a?

Pool...you suppose to swim in salty water for fuck sake...you're at the sea or ocean...swiming pool you have in your city whn you ged bck,fuckers....

Well...who knows maybe it's wrong being satisfied with your life,and to love your kids and spend time with them...maybe it's normal to do this personal regrets and complex healing by doin'g something you usualy can't do like go to thailand and fuck 14 year old girl..cuz you know you're not alowed tht in your country and over there you're the man...with fifty bucks you can make tht child do just about anything...

God...i need to have sex...i'm to edgy:))

Well any way...once we've booked the tickets and hotel...we realized tht alanya is a fuckin' party place.......

When you google it it's just tits and booze..and i'm bringing my brown rice and steel cit oats:((((

Well i just hope tht we have a nice time,cleopatra beach is beautiful,the food i know is good...cuz when can have something nice i would like to taste some authentic turkish food...desserts to...like one one of my favorites..baklava😋

Anyway...i'll try to put on some pics and tell you all about it so...checkin' out;)))

Sociopathic society

Hey people...what's up...again,long time since i haven't write shit,a...don't worry i haven't forgot bout ya...i'm just having this awesome,exciting life so i don't have time...lol..yeah right:)))

Well i gave some thoughts to stuff...and as i wrote in my last article i fell in love with my friend and it make me feel good about myself again...cuzz before for many years back i haven't felt tht...you know...pure love...

It was so frustrating the fact that whenever i meet a new person,i like him or her...but no love...like,i can meet tht person,have coffee with but it's always like..if tht person just decides to quit seeing me,i wouldn' five a shit cuzz from the begining there was no love...

So as years went by i was quite...well,not happy bout this fact,especialy when i feel tht all the people i know like or even love me way more than i even like thm...it made me ask myself am i tht kind of an asshole i've become...before i used to love...realy love people and care way more thn i do now...so to me the diagnosis was pretty simple...i'd turned into a SOCIOPATH:(((

Having tht thought about you is not something to be proud of...you realy feel fucked up...and i've watched some documetaries that alot of young people visting a shrink complaining tht they can't feel anymore...like can't feel emotions of any kind...

But as that same documetary said...the right people enters and dissapiers from my lives at the perfect time...and so it was for me...

My dear friend came to me like she was sent by god...and totaly changed a perception of how i see me...

It took me 15 minutes at our first coffee date to expirience a fucking eruption of love,and tht gave me hope tht my emotions are still here,working fuckin' awesome,and i realized tht i wasn't a fuckin' siciopath...and tht felt fuckin' beautiful:)))

Now i gave alot of thinking about it and how come that before for me it was so easy to feel for others and now it's so hard...

My first though was...maybe it's because i lived in serbia...people are different outhere..but since i don't belive in tht shit...tht people are warm and cold..i'v continued my research...

And than...it's start clearing out...what was the thing about me 15 years ago tht now is not...age...i was younger...but,does tht mean tht i became emotionaly numbed as i got older????

I know i'm not...now,after my friend i even can say i'm positive i'm not..so who changed...PEOPLE CHANGED!!!

 

People got older...i don' hang out with 18 year old boys and girls...i'm mostly with people similar age like me...

So what happened? They got older in that emotionsl sence...remember when you were youngster...how easy was to talk about yourself...telling people...about your problems but not just those convinient ones but all kinds of problems...you were totaly relaxed to joke hard and make fun of eachother without worrying you may look like a fool or like a loser...you'd simply say it...straight out,no sugarcoating...

And also,if your friend do something you think it's wrong..you would say..hey moron...why would you do tht like that...do it like this...etc...

Well now you got old and firstly polite...so you don't wana cross that line and sound roude..but also you yourself have set the boundaries about what stuff you don' appreciate of being asked....

Well let me tell you something about those lines and boundaries...it's a direct reason why you don't love the way you did and why others don't love you the wY you want them to...and you know what's the saddest part????

The part that makes me cry is when i hear a shot load of you saying..well than i don't need new friends...or then i don't need a boyfriend or a girlfriend or any new relationship...and why is tht????

The easiest question ever...it's because YOU have become a sociopath or you're in a one way street to become one..at the best!!!!

Not being able to share your emotions and face your vulnerabilities in front of others is safest way of pushing people away from you...

You're basicly giving a signals tht you don't wanna go there or tht you're not ready for deeper conversation..,so basicly wht you do..you switch to some more conceniant talks...which are basicly chit chattin' and belive me on this...no one will fall for you after chit chatting!

Having a first conversation with a fat person and that person never even brings up a food disorder or lazyness for excercising.,,i just give the fuck up...tht person is totaly shut down and in total denial...and to me that's the persong tht needs a psychiatrist not a friend!

I have a coffee for the first time with a person and i'm not asked am i using steroids...explains only one...

That person wants us to suck eachothers dicks and not realy hang out...like a compete bummer...

But let me explain myself a bit deeper...in order for you to even have a conversation with anybody including me...you need to seem interesting and smart person...cuzz,i belive i can get a loads of trash-prople that will be totaly upfront and spontanious but his mom is his aunt at the same time and instead of toilet paper he uses his nails...well...so...no thanks:))))

You can also be a super open person, but you tell me u hate black people or any other group if people that makes you a racist...in my eyes...you're not more tht a fuckin insect...and don't get me wrong..when i joke i joke so hard tht you wanna puke...but tht's joking and a retard can separate a person tht jokes and a fuckin' hater...so...joke is healthy in all shapes and forms...but that's it....

My goal is that that i can be able to say anything about me and anything that's on my mind to literaly anybody in this world...so..as morpheus said in matrix..."all i'm offering os the truth,nothing else"..that's my definition of being free...the greatest thing ever...

So stop following the patterns of wht society wants you to be and how to look...decent is fuckin' boring...almost as being shy...fuck that shit...i fuck my wife two times a week,i jerkoff once sometimes twice a day...usualy to big but porn...there's no person i know i haven been beatin' off to as long as it's a person without cook and balls...tryied even tht but id didn' work..i guess i just like pussy too much...i have isshues tht i'm more thn happy to talk about...i like to be questioned about everything and everybody...any fuckin' time....

..and i just fuckin' adore people who are open for tht as well...so if you're open in tht way...welcome to my life...if you're not...get help,cuzz sooner or later you'll end up alone in dark screeming in your pilow wandering why you don't feel nothing but pain😢

Love each and every one of ya❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

The best in the world!!!

Helloooooo!

Everybuddey!!

How long has it been since i wrote any of this shit,ha!!?

Miss me...i know..i miss me too😜

Well,it's not that i have something too smart to say now..since in order for that i guess first you neet do be...smart,but...hey,can't be super,cool,sexy and smart at the same time so gimme a break...

The reason i decided to write this today is ...something happened...it happened totaly out of the blue,and it left me fuckin' speachless...but i'm gonna probably write about that some other time...

But that thing that happened gave me one massive wake up call that i couldn't be happier and more proud about!

So let's start from the begining...i met i girl...wait...didn't fuck r...yet😎but who knows...met her like a week ago...in the gym...everything went...easy,i guess the way it should be..and after a couple workouts i offered her to have a coffee with me...

Ok..awkward...right....i'm married...and that's what people normaly don't do...right...well we all know i'm not normal...BUT...my wife...she pretty much is.

Now even coffee alone is not that bad...but,first of all the girl i met her name is...well can't tell since i didn't ask her promision..but let's say i call her GG..it's short for va-gg or vagina if you will:))))

Long story short.. GG is realy hot girl..and i have this huge isshue about honest and being free...all my life i fought for havin' this freedom of saying whatever i feel,whenever i feel,and even stuff i don't feel...just screwing around about whatever the fuck i wanna screw around with and to have people being cool about it...and that my dear friend is soooo very hard:((...until GG😊

She made me feel social again...with her i felth interesting and alive again...and what's realy cool...she's totaly not afraid of me....and that's soooo uncommon...

So with my need for being honest...my wife was pretty much aware...how me and GG about to talk after like...15 minutes...

Basicly...i like GG as a person ALOT...but also she attracts me sexualy alot...now...how should i deal with that attraction and being honest...my first and only choice would be...to say it loud and clear...GG...i'd fuck your ass violently...and so i did...actualy...i think that one of the worst things you can say to a woman is that you wouldn' fuck her..

So now i know alot of stuff about GG's history...some nice stuff some not so nice...but i also know more about her pussy,how many time she can cum and all this "normal" stuff people know about each other...

My friends...were amazed that my wife let me do sll this and ask me...to be honest about did i gave a thought about me and GG fuck...for real...and i said o fcourse you morons...i been thinking about your grandmothers fuckin but what that tells you...that i'm gonna actualy fuck em..no...

Told that to my wife...she just said...like...if you said that you haven't had that thoughts...the only thing i would be sure is that you're a fuckin' liar!!!

After a while..everything stroke me at once...and i felth something that never gets old...and that's love:)))

I told you before that i'm everything but normal...but my wife was actualy brought up in normal family with pretty normal values...and having me as a husband...and tolerating me my...well let's call it illness...and giving me the amount of trust that it's beyond everything even i can imagine...tells me a few things...

My wife is the best women,person and a friend that a man can have...the amount of tolerance and love she's giving me every day is just crazy...and that reminds me how much i love her and how much i respect for who she is...

Honey...this one is for you...thank you do much for being who you are...for loving me the way no one did...and for saving me in every way a person can be saved...you' are my queen and i love you to death😘😘😘😘😘😘

Next step is to meet anna,my wife with GG and of course try any way i can to get 'em into some filthy threesome...

More of that in my upcoming articles...have great day ya all😜

Lose that momentum...and you're lost forever

Hey ya biches..how's d hangin'...hehe...too soon,yeah bite me:)))

Well since nothing significant and constructive hasn't been goin' on in my life,there's no point of busting your balls with that...

That if you actualy don't like that shit...ha???

Do you???

Would you be interesting in reading something like....

Hey guys wazz up...i'm on my way to the gym rady to nail my chest,babe....boooom!!

Selfie

Selfie

Hey guys..i just did three sets of bench press with 75,110 and 125k babe i'm killin' it babe :))))

Selfie

Selfie....

Realy,how retard you need to be to write that,let alone to read it..fuck!!!

Well..i'm not gonna write that anyway so relax...

Today i'm addressing to all youngsters out there...which i belive there's like....none...but too bad cuz it's a great tip for someone who's about to expirience maturity:)))

First let me tell you what i'm talkin' about here...

Now all the people older than 25 will tell you this...you know that feelin' when it's a friday morning and you just can't wait to do all the shit you need to do and then....fridaaaay...yeaaaaaaaa!!!

Let's gooooo...let's rock...

When you're already thinking wednesday about what you gonna wear saturday...

When you can't wait for summer to come to wear your bikini cuzz you like feeling sexy..

That feeling when you can talk on a phone with some girl or a guy so late even tho you need to wake up at 6:00

Well my dear shallow youngsters...when you grow older...that feeling is gone!!!

Now...i'm not saying that you just stop going out...no...you do that...ok i don't but i never realy liked it alot...but normaly...you keep going out and you drink and you wear nice clothes...but somehow at some point...you just lose that strong feeling of being happy...

The clubs that you've dreamed of entering before...now...you go to every fuckin' weekend and you can't belive how borring it got...

Well the truth is...the atmosphere in that club was alwas pretty much the same...it's you who've changed!

How did you changed...you've lost that momentum...that drive that kept you partying even if your shoes are killing you and you have a blister like...a mile wide...but you're having such a great time that you wouldn't left for the world...

That heat that keeps you warm even when you're totaly underdressed and it's freezing cold outside but you've decided to wear that cool new jacket...

So...yeah it's sad...but it doesn't have to be...how...well i can tell you how i see it from my point of view..

The only thing that doesn't let me go down is my sport...and you just wait the fuckin' minute now...before you say anything let me explaine myself...

I'm not saying you should all go to the gym and be retarded muscledeadz...no,i'm saying that you need to find something that is not totaly shallow that's gonna keep that feeling of satisfaction even after 25 or 30...

Now you can say..well i'm never gonna stop partying...sure..and you might not...but i promisse you...you won't be having the same feeling as you had it when you were 19...especialy when you see that kids there are hiding their cigarettes thinking that someone's dad or mom came in...cuzz most of your friends will have their lives put on the next level...

Try to have as less as possible of those dreams about becoming a superstar or that you gonna make your money by writing a blog or what ever...cuz not that it's not possible but you can also try to do something which is less gambling than that....

I'm not saying you should give up of your dreams...on the contrary...i want you to go after your dreams...but not to think about the destination all the time but insted enjoy the journey...regardless whether you gonna make it all the way to the top or not...

So don't try to visuelize yourself all the time how you're not gonna be having to cook food cuzz you gonna have paid help to do that for you...don't dream of fucking a different girl every night because you're probably gonna get married and if you don't you gonna feel that emptiness way harder...

Don't have this childish dreams about your future cuz realizing that those were only stupid dreams is actualy what take away that momentum from being happy to being "why do i live this life anyway"...

That's why you need to have something to do which gives you that full pleasure about being you!!!

You know that feeling when you put on your best armani suit entering the club and you fuckin' own it... 

That's exactly how i feel when i'm about to start my heavy weights workout...like a boss!!!

And that has nothing to do with other people...cuzz at that point,they don't exist...there's only me,my music and my muscles...planing to fuck up that iron...and nothing else matter!

So try to search for that activity for yourself,try to find what that is...that you gonna be able to do even when you get a job,get married,have kids and all the other grown up stuff..cuzz trust me...you gonna grow up...frankly...for me...people who are just keep saying about good old days are realy nothing but...sad...

The shitty part is that once you lose your momentum...it so hard...almost impossible to get it back...so be smart...and don't let that happend or else you gonna end up saying..."i graduated school,got my job...married this great gal who blessed us with two beautifull healthy kids...i have my job,my car and i'm totaly in a perfect place right now.....

....SO WHY THE FUCK I'M CATCHING MYSELF SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW EVERY OTHER NIGHT,WITH THE ONLY THING IN MY HEAD A VOICE TELLING ME TO TAKE A SHOTGUN AND BLOW MY BRAINS OUT"...

Society only wants you to be good,to do good,to pay tax and to fuck off...it doesn't tell you to find your happines and realize your dreams...you know why...cuzz they don't give a fuck about you but the question remains...DO YOU?

SELFIE;-)

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How to spot a gay..

Hello guys..gays..wazz up:)))...well last few articles were kinda serious...and there's nothing wrong with that but some of you who don't know me might get this impression that i'm super serious person which is...not true !!!

Well i do know to be serious but i do like to joke...alot...but with my style of joking,there's not too much people that i could joke with...

Nevertheless....i named this article,how to spot a gay...but not on the street,in a bar...it's how to spot a gay in you...cuzz you never know.. ;-)

I have a feeling that if people would be super honest with them selfs...they would find out alooooot about who they are and what they like...

Cuzz this fuckin' society...tell's you what you like,what is nice,what is cool..and what's not...and since people are like cattle...just wanna fit in,cause it's too scary i guess  to stand out and be what ever the fuck you wanna be...

Ok...first things first...my estimate..70-80% of woment are bisexual...i wrote about this before but why not do it again...

The stuff i know for sure is the stuff i know about myself...so...if i had to shoot a porn i couldn't...under any circumstances fuck a guy...

Girls who are totaly considered as straight eat pussy,ass...no problem...what's that?

Come on...that's gay..well bi at least...

But enough with girls...first of all...bisexual men is nothing but gay who wants to seem open for everything...

Most gay men have had some sort of sexual contact with a girl or girls...so what...they're bi...no they're gay...and those who claim that are bi they're just ok with fucking a girl but what they realy like are men...correct me if i'm wrong:)))

Now let me say stuff about me so i don't sound like i'm just judging others...

When i see a naked man i gotta look at his coock...now shut up,i know it's not just me...i don't know...i think it's a guy thing..since i'm convinced that the size of a penis matters more to guys for other guys than for girls..

Now some of you might ask..well how you know you're not gay...well wait and i tell you...

I used to hear this stories about people coming out and how they looked so happy when they realized who they realy are...and i said...we'll for me...happiness is everything..so i found some gay porn 

and tried to beat off to it:)))

Yeah,yeah...bite me...however...i tried...didn't work...when two guys start making out...ok...i could live with that...i actualy did that...in the club...in front of everybody:)))

....we were stupid kids wanting some attention so shut up:)))

Anyways...two guys startied jerking each other...well,not the most plesant picture but...you know..

But when they got to sucking...thst's where i drew the line...god..not just that the act alone seems soooo wrong but the worst part was that the guy who was giving a blow job had a beard...and fuck me...i think if i was bitin' it with light speed i still couldn't get it hard..so trust me when i say i tried...i did....

Now..you know those guys that allways like to hang out with guys...even if most of s gang have women..they always want to have a guy's night...GAY...

I don't like to go anywhere without my wife..and if someone doesn't want to talk some shit in front of her...then skip me too...cuzz i don't give a fuck what it is...ok...

Also some guys talk to me in one way when we're alone and totaly diferent way when my wife is around...like more shy,more official...i don't know i have a feeling they think that my wife for them is a barrier between me and them...what's that than gay:)))

I pointed out this one recently...but whata hell...if you are a dude and you feel uncomfortable of being naked in front of other men...it's most likely some suppressed sexual fantasy realated to other men...you might say...well it's not that...i'm just shy...potato-potato...shy guy...gay guy:))

If you spend more time in front of a mirror than your women does...try to do what i did with gay porn...the outcome might suprise you...

If you ever dissed a girl over a guy friend...gay...and don't tell me how long time has been since you haven't seen your friend or even worse...how ugly was that girl...choosin' guy over girl undr any circumstances....is gay..period!

There's these guys dissing a clear sex shoot with this gay explanation like...oh,i didn't want to leave the club,we had such a great time there....first of all...what's greater time than fucking.... And second...isn't that mission accomplished...i mean wasn't the main reason of going to tge club is to find something to fuck...well maybe that's just me...i don't know:)))

And the last true indicator that you have some gay thoughts deep in you is...if you are gay-hater...that's right you motherfuckers...you know what's hate???

It's the mirror reflection of fear....you are afraid of something...of what???

Of that you're not sure you idiots...the truth shall set you free...so,stop being cunty little bich and start beatin of to gay porn...

...and wait for it;-)

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